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Diary
Ever felt like that you are trapped in a box having small dimensions where you are curled up that you are not able to get out, your stomach being crushed by your knees just so that you can fit in that box. Your head is bumping to its above surface, enough to make a normal person have claustrophobia. You are repeating banging your hand at box crying for help, screaming like there is no tomorrow. Banging your hand at every inch of box till your hands are numb. Trying to take breath so that you can survive every last second of your life. But at last nothing is helping you out, the capacity of banging your hand is getting slower second by second. Those screaming are now turning into silence, you’re counting last seconds of your life and at last YOU LAY THERE DEAD.
That’s the exact feeling that I am having after that incident. Not able to take the breath every second. Yes, I surly agree that I am not trapped physically but those mental thoughts are not going away easily.
But as its said that if something bad happens in life, good is also coming at the way. Maybe sometimes good can travel in your Gmail box as well.
So I got the email for joining at company, I was so messed up in this Tinder scenario that I totally forgot that my 2 months are over and I got my joining letter from none other than BUZZFEED.It’s like saying that 7 points to make your career going from down to up.
“BUZZFEED”one of the major firm that delivers news and entertainment with a focus on Digital media. I don’t think so there is single person who don’t want to work with Buzzfeed.It’s like wherever I open Facebook, YouTube or any social platform there is obvious an article or video or buzzfeed covering each and every point from serious issue to comical one. In one word it’s like a Disneyworld for people who loves to be creative.
“Seriously BUZZFEED! Oh my god the way they make the videos is best. I mean I can relate to each and every point they say” Shanaya was less speaking and more jumping up and down on my bed, I don’t know maybe she is happier than me or she just loves to bounce more up and down because ladies and gentleman that’s Shanaya.
But now the harsh truth is here that how to say to my parents it’s time for me to move from Rajasthan to the place where every dream comes true “MUMBAI” heart of INDIA.
There are many reason that I am scared of telling to my parents about me going away from home, if I can sum up in two words to explain this whole issue
“INDIAN PARENTS”
these words are enough to elaborate the crisis that I am going through, I know very well that they will not stop me from achieving my dreams but they will not let me go happily as well and on top of that incident made them more possessive.
Wait, I know the person in whole wide world who knows how to handle my scrape on the knee to handle my every teenage problem “Tanmay” my older brother
Tanmay one of the important person of my life, who most of the times acts as a possessive brother but as well as treats me like princess. I know I can throw tantrum to him at any time, weather day or night. I remember the time it was 2:30AM in the morning and I got the craving for eating olives, I know it was dumb but I told him, he searched everywhere and I was feeling sorry for him as well but as he thought that it’s his responsibility as an older brother to fulfil the wishes no matter how silly as they sound. So it was like 4:00AM in the morning and he bought the box of pizza at home and I was thinking did he heard wrong I asked for Olives Not Pizza, but when I opened it I was surprized he took out the olives from pizza and gave it to me. Technically I didn’t get the exact olives but the way he tried for my smile made me the luckiest sister ever.
So whenever emergency is at the door contact Tanmay, technically he was one of the most popular guy at his time of college and now in office as well. With the physique that any girl would be drooling over and with the hand in coding that every IT firm will die to take him. So Tanmay was the perfect one and I was on the other hand imperfect one, but he didn’t make me felt that way ever.
I went to him told him about my opportunity and asked him to convince my parents for me, and as you know his words just act like a charm but with some conditions
1 To video call every night
2 To eat as much as I can as if I don’t eat enough
3 To never get indulge in something that can be harmful to me and I know they are referring to that incident because I know in the end they also know that there was something fishy going on
“Seriously is this necessary to go why I can’t come with you; you know I seriously need you by my side” Shanaya said with sad face by the way the irony is I can’t do anything without her
“Come on you know very well I will call you each time whenever I have to bitch about office or whenever I will see a cute guy, I will surly message you “I said to lighten the mood
“Kiara, no boys you know very well how I hate about the way boys treat girls” Tanmay said while coming into the room and eavesdropping as well
“Tanmay at least you can fake knock I know you have been listening it for so long “I said to him by giving the poker face look
“See Kiara it’s better to be safe than sorry “He said with concern and this time I didn’t speak because he was right, it was somewhere good for Vivan that I haven’t told about him to Tanmay if that happened then Vivan surly would be dead
“Okay break the tension and let’s start packing” Shanaya said with excitement, oh dear god I don’t know what to do with her one second she is sad another second she is the happiest person God knows what will happen next
“Call me every time whenever you get free, because you know very well I can take break from my office as coding is not that hard right Tanmay” She said while looking at Tanmay
“Yes, I am glad to see that at least Shanaya is interested in this field, and don’t forget to report me day after tomorrow at office with the work done” Tanmay said to Shanaya in bossy tone
“Yes, Boss “She said and giggled
Actually Tanmay and Shanaya works for the same It firm and right now Shanaya is at the budding stage so she is intern at Tanmay’s office.
“Oh come-on you both can do this boss kind of stuff at the office that’s my room not your court room drama “I said with irritating voice
“Yes, Ma’am” They both said to light up the mood
Oh god I will definitely miss these moments. the laugh, the environment but Future also awaits at the door
Sometime it’s better to box up the past and put that box in one corner of the heart where it should never be opened again, because if it will open it can destroy the three aspect of life
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
Still past is in the past and I got the ticket to make things happen, to make my dreams into reality to make all those bad last page of register where my creativity lies to shape into realty as this time it is
“GET SET GO -FUTURE IS CALLING YOU”
Diary
Ever felt like that you are trapped in a box having small dimensions where you are curled up that you are not able to get out, your stomach being crushed by your knees just so that you can fit in that box. Your head is bumping to its above surface, enough to make a normal person have claustrophobia. You are repeating banging your hand at box crying for help, screaming like there is no tomorrow. Banging your hand at every inch of box till your hands are numb. Trying to take breath so that you can survive every last second of your life. But at last nothing is helping you out, the capacity of banging your hand is getting slower second by second. Those screaming are now turning into silence, you’re counting last seconds of your life and at last YOU LAY THERE DEAD.
That’s the exact feeling that I am having after that incident. Not able to take the breath every second. Yes, I surly agree that I am not trapped physically but those mental thoughts are not going away easily.
But as its said that if something bad happens in life, good is also coming at the way. Maybe sometimes good can travel in your Gmail box as well.
So I got the email for joining at company, I was so messed up in this Tinder scenario that I totally forgot that my 2 months are over and I got my joining letter from none other than BUZZFEED.It’s like saying that 7 points to make your career going from down to up.
“BUZZFEED”one of the major firm that delivers news and entertainment with a focus on Digital media. I don’t think so there is single person who don’t want to work with Buzzfeed.It’s like wherever I open Facebook, YouTube or any social platform there is obvious an article or video or buzzfeed covering each and every point from serious issue to comical one. In one word it’s like a Disneyworld for people who loves to be creative.
“Seriously BUZZFEED! Oh my god the way they make the videos is best. I mean I can relate to each and every point they say” Shanaya was less speaking and more jumping up and down on my bed, I don’t know maybe she is happier than me or she just loves to bounce more up and down because ladies and gentleman that’s Shanaya.
But now the harsh truth is here that how to say to my parents it’s time for me to move from Rajasthan to the place where every dream comes true “MUMBAI” heart of INDIA.
There are many reason that I am scared of telling to my parents about me going away from home, if I can sum up in two words to explain this whole issue
“INDIAN PARENTS”
these words are enough to elaborate the crisis that I am going through, I know very well that they will not stop me from achieving my dreams but they will not let me go happily as well and on top of that incident made them more possessive.
Wait, I know the person in whole wide world who knows how to handle my scrape on the knee to handle my every teenage problem “Tanmay” my older brother
Tanmay one of the important person of my life, who most of the times acts as a possessive brother but as well as treats me like princess. I know I can throw tantrum to him at any time, weather day or night. I remember the time it was 2:30AM in the morning and I got the craving for eating olives, I know it was dumb but I told him, he searched everywhere and I was feeling sorry for him as well but as he thought that it’s his responsibility as an older brother to fulfil the wishes no matter how silly as they sound. So it was like 4:00AM in the morning and he bought the box of pizza at home and I was thinking did he heard wrong I asked for Olives Not Pizza, but when I opened it I was surprized he took out the olives from pizza and gave it to me. Technically I didn’t get the exact olives but the way he tried for my smile made me the luckiest sister ever.
So whenever emergency is at the door contact Tanmay, technically he was one of the most popular guy at his time of college and now in office as well. With the physique that any girl would be drooling over and with the hand in coding that every IT firm will die to take him. So Tanmay was the perfect one and I was on the other hand imperfect one, but he didn’t make me felt that way ever.
I went to him told him about my opportunity and asked him to convince my parents for me, and as you know his words just act like a charm but with some conditions
1 To video call every night
2 To eat as much as I can as if I don’t eat enough
3 To never get indulge in something that can be harmful to me and I know they are referring to that incident because I know in the end they also know that there was something fishy going on
“Seriously is this necessary to go why I can’t come with you; you know I seriously need you by my side” Shanaya said with sad face by the way the irony is I can’t do anything without her
“Come on you know very well I will call you each time whenever I have to bitch about office or whenever I will see a cute guy, I will surly message you “I said to lighten the mood
“Kiara, no boys you know very well how I hate about the way boys treat girls” Tanmay said while coming into the room and eavesdropping as well
“Tanmay at least you can fake knock I know you have been listening it for so long “I said to him by giving the poker face look
“See Kiara it’s better to be safe than sorry “He said with concern and this time I didn’t speak because he was right, it was somewhere good for Vivan that I haven’t told about him to Tanmay if that happened then Vivan surly would be dead
“Okay break the tension and let’s start packing” Shanaya said with excitement, oh dear god I don’t know what to do with her one second she is sad another second she is the happiest person God knows what will happen next
“Call me every time whenever you get free, because you know very well I can take break from my office as coding is not that hard right Tanmay” She said while looking at Tanmay
“Yes, I am glad to see that at least Shanaya is interested in this field, and don’t forget to report me day after tomorrow at office with the work done” Tanmay said to Shanaya in bossy tone
“Yes, Boss “She said and giggled
Actually Tanmay and Shanaya works for the same It firm and right now Shanaya is at the budding stage so she is intern at Tanmay’s office.
“Oh come-on you both can do this boss kind of stuff at the office that’s my room not your court room drama “I said with irritating voice
“Yes, Ma’am” They both said to light up the mood
Oh god I will definitely miss these moments. the laugh, the environment but Future also awaits at the door
Sometime it’s better to box up the past and put that box in one corner of the heart where it should never be opened again, because if it will open it can destroy the three aspect of life
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
Still past is in the past and I got the ticket to make things happen, to make my dreams into reality to make all those bad last page of register where my creativity lies to shape into realty as this time it is
“GET SET GO -FUTURE IS CALLING YOU”
Heee...now the boss itself get the bosses. Very interesting to read this❤️
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