RIGHT OR WRONG ?

Hi

Diary

For today settle in, take your time, make yourself comfortable and brace yourself because today my life took a huge turn.

A lot happened till this time, I was so confused after getting two matches on Tinder and it makes me go through the whole emotional rollercoaster ride.

There are lots of WHY’s and WHO’s were going in my mind and to resolve these types of haunting questions I consulted my own personal doctor, my best friend Shanaya. It’s always said whenever nothing goes right go to your best friend and so I did the same.

AND HERE THE FIRST TURN OF ROLLERCOASTER RIDE HAPPENED

The way Shanaya reacted when she found out about me and the tinder story and as usual she freaked out. I totally agree on her freaking out as a best friend it is my duty to tell her about each and every stuff happening in my life, but I guess there are something that should be kept with myself. But anyway I expected this because that’s how Shanaya is.

SHANAYA the hottest diva of town with the exact figure that every girl would kill for. She is someone who is totally opposite of me. She is that girl that can woo any boy just by her wink. The girl who is on the top of the hottest girls in college but I don’t know how to consider it sin or a blessing that she was not in my college. Blessing as she is that one and only person who can save me from the world of bullies but on the other side Sin as I know I will surly get inferiority complex because just look at me here I am with the nerdy glasses and a long over size top to hide my big ass with unbearable tight jeans. The one who is just dragging and hiding herself from the world. But not able to do as I am quite healthy and that is the reason why i am just isolated from world.

There is one of the best part of Shanaya that aces her personality, she is down to earth. We have something in common and that is because of this society. Its very simple people, judges us on the basis of appearances like people think that Shanaya got attitude problem as she is beautiful and people think that I am bold as I am plump, but neither is right.

In the end Society judges us on basis of appearances and form thoughts of their own and irony is you and me are the victims as well as the participators of this practice.

Yeah so in the end just like a good best friend do she took the charge. She snatched my phone and did something which was totally not expected

AND HERE IS THE SECOND TURN OF ROLLERCOSTER RIDE HAPPENED

She texted Vivan, as horrifying it is to write its more dangerous in real life. The question where Vivan asked me what do you look like and I don’t have answer to this thing, but just like a rebel, she typed

“JUST LIKE A NORMAL GIRL LOOKS LIKE”

For her it is surly a right answer but for me, I am not at all sure

But as she took the charge now ball is in her court, and the chat continues. Just to cut the chase let me tell you the part that shocked me like hell

THE THIRD TURN OF THIS ROLLERCOSTER RIDE

“Can we meet?”

And this question swirls my world in just a fraction of seconds.

MEETING!

MEETING!

MEETING!

It’s like I can write it thousands of time but still its effect will be the same that is giving me chills down my spine. I know I got myself to tangled into this Tinder thing, I just want to take tiny steps but this thing is over my head.

On the top of this Shanaya forced me to do this meeting thing, like seriously am I ready to do this?

Again lots of WHY’s and WHO’s made their room in my mind, actually now it’s not WHO’s its WHERE’s.

After a lot of fight between me and Shanaya and as usual the one with bold attitude won, obviously Shanaya won and we decide to meet Vivan

Can you believe we are talking about the same girl who was so happy that her college life ended as she will not socialize more and that same girl is going at her first date?

As I was thinking what is actually a date? The time where a guy and girl have each other’s permission to judge and still they can’t say anything. This date has two sides to it for Shanaya it’s her plan to boost my confidence and for me the horrifying experience of my life

So the time is set and dial is cussed

Now the question arises how to identify each other, so my clever best friend came with the theme of black colour. I guess this thing is so immature but who am I to speak its her time now.

NOW TIME IS FOR THE FOUR TURN OF ROLLERCOSTER

GETTING READY

I know for a girl she would be jumping around bed surfing the internet for some remedies but for me Shanaya was at my service. And in no time there was tons and tons layers of makeup on my face with the hint of glitter and shimmer on my eyes. With the last garnishing of the black one piece which she bought for me for my 21^st birthday which I never wore in millions of years due to my chaffing thighs, but today was the lucky for dress and maybe for me.

Now was the time to reveal, can you believe a girl who considered herself to be cow was seeing herself in the mirror. The girl I saw in the mirror couldn’t be me right? She was really beautiful with black hair, rosy cheeks, light brown eyes, and an amazing smile that I have not seen in these years

Seriously makeup can do wonders and today I accept that. But now after lot of pampering done on me. Time to have the date.

TIME FOR THE FIFTH DANGEORUS TURN OF ROLLERCOSTER

MEETING

Heart thudding, chills down my spine with shaking hand I was waiting for him in some sort of café. The café right now feels to be like some type of cage that I want to escape but do Shanaya let me do that, NO.

Just like an overprotective mother she was there with me sitting at different table in some disguise as if Vivan knows her face even if that’s the fact Vivan doesn’t know me either.

So like 15 minutes went by and no one appears, I had this gut feeling that I GOT STOOD UP, but as you know life is not that harsh too. A guy opened the café door dressed in black shirt with rose in hand, I guess that’s him.

TIME TO REVEAL THE REAL KIARA