YIN AND YANG

Hi Diary 

Imagine its a late night and you are walking on a lonely road there is not a sign of single soul on that road.The more you walk the more it is getting dark.Now just to avoid all these situations you started walking fast.Your subconscious mind still knows that there is a soul who is following you all the way,but you know that if you looked behind maybe everything will be over.This is the time when you can hear your breath with every step you take.You decided to avoid it so that you can reach till the end of the road where you can declare yourself to be free from that soul.But question is will you see the end?

And that's the same situation when I saw the text of Vivan.All memories with him came back to haunt me.The way he manipulated me to believe that yes he loved me but in the end it all end up like a broken dream

I got white and pale while looking at the text and I totally forgot that Chirag was looking at me.

“What happened,Why are you so scared,the look on your face changed instantly?” There were a lot of questions popping in Chirag’s mind

After a lot of efforts I tried to speak but my mouth was all dried up.How to tell someone that there is a guy who tried to rape you is waiting for you at your home

“I...I ...I need to go” With that I ran on the other side of the street and after a few seconds I realized that I hurt myself and got cramp as I was running like a maniac.

“Wait… Why are doing all these things to yourself?”Chirag’s voice blared from behind

“ Okay that's fine if you don't want to tell what happened at least let me drop you home” He said while he helped me that I can walk properly again

With that my phone started buzzing again it was from unknown number.I picked up the phone with trembling hands

“ Hel...Hello..” I said with all my strength that's left in me

“Told you that I am waiting for you  in 5 minutes,don't you know how to read?Come fast or else….” With that he had his evil laugh and he cut the phone 

Those were the last words that I heard and in no time blackness surrounded me and I fainted

“Hey dude,come on gather yourself,You need to go home” Chirag said and sprinkled water on my face

So now with all the guts that I got I started my way towards home

As I know it's do or die,I need someone to help me to go through this long way and for that I called none other than Shanaya 

I called her and in less than a minute she picked up the phone and as usual her chirpy voice was something I heard 

“Hi girl,wassup”

And as soon as I heard that cute and chirpy voice,I was all in my tears

“Hey,baby girl.What happened?

“ Vivan is at my doorstep”I said and started howling 

“Listen baby girl,you know that I will not be physically present for you every time but from heart you and I are connected for lifetime.I want you for the first time to take your side against this world.I want that people should know that the real Kiara knows how to be strong enough to handle herself and I know you will do this”She said

“How do you know that I can do this”I asked

“ Because it's you babe.The girl who came all the way from her home to make her dreams come true,The girl who knows how to handle me in my hard times and as well as the girl who will prove the world today that she can be anything she wants.Go show that Vivan what happens if you mess with my baby girl”She said with confidence

Maybe she is right,why I should suffer for all those things that as because of him.Why I should be the one who felt worse.Why I should be the one who should hide.

I never did anything wrong.He was wrong and he will pay for this.

There was a different kind of vibe in me.The confidence I never felt before but still I was scared as I don't know what will happen 

With that me and Chirag started to walk towards my home

As I reached home I heard the most irritating voice

“ Hey you dumb,open the door”Vivan was yelling and banging the door

There he is my worst nightmare 

My knees got weak but I know I need to be strong.With all my strength I said with my loudest voice

“What the hell you are doing here”

“Hey the fat bimbo is back”He said and pushed me back but thank god Chirag was there and he helped me.

“Listen Mr.It's time for you to leave” I yelled on top of my voice and in less than a second I don't know what happened 

I SLAPPED VIVAN